Thursday, December 11, 2008

Working update.

Hello world.

Work is back to being slow. Sadly. I want to remain busy as much as possible. I enjoy being busy, makes the day fly by.

I’m going to pack Shell's stuff today and tmrw. I'm looking forward to seeing it all go. I don't need reminders of the past. Only good memories, that’s what I will hold on too and I do. Example; the first night she stayed the night at my apt. She fibbed to her parents & we had an amazing time together. I bought some French toast (at the time her favorite) stuff for her. It was blissful. See I think there we're a lot more good than bad. And after the way this has all happened, I just want to put it all behind me and look forward to what life has in store for me. And I do. She's someone I don’t know anymore and as sad as it is....things happen for a reason. I do think she’s going to end up regretting letting our relationship go down the shitter but that’s her decision. I just hope she's happy and wish her the best of luck. I mean that sincerely. I’m not angry, bitter, or hold any resentment. I’m accepting of this change and as Dustin Kensrue wrote “I’ve grown sick & tired of always trying to stand still, learn to let wind blow me where it will.”

Good luck with whatever it is you’re going to do in life. Just make it count. I'm proud of you. I love you and here when you’re ready. If ever.

Let’s move on (can you see my theme)??

This evening I’m hopefully going to go to class. I’m going to see how Lily is doing first. Then I will decide. Also going to finish plans for Friday, I need to get my suit ready. Choose my shirt & tie. Kamecia is going to come by & give me a hair cut in exchange for some dinner for her and Kyle. I need to look sharp see. The ladies love a sharp dressed man. LOL. And trust me when I say, I clean up very well. I’m super excited about it. A nice night on the town.

Sharks play tonight. Best team in the league right now and we are steam rolling threw teams. Well most of the time. Only a few losses on the season. Tonight we face the Ducks. I know we can take’em!! There are nowhere near are level. I think the only team that can compare is Detroit & maybe Boston. Those two teams are good as well.

Well back to work fool’s. Catch you all later.

Song for now. Goo Goo Doll’s – Iris. It’s a nice song and makes me smile. Good thought, good feelings. But you gotta listen!! Promise??

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