Never thought I would say that...but FUCKIN DESTROY THE PENS!!!
Sidney Crosby is acting like a classless player. It's annoying that the NHL allows him to get away with SOO damn much. It's not enough that he jumps players, cry's about the way people celebrate goals and dive his way around the ice but to take cheap shops at players at the end of games??
Come on and show some class. Supposed to be a role model for kids and the poster boy of the NHL. Bring in more fair weather fans.
Don't get me wrong, he's a great hockey player. Great on ice vision, battles and shows some heart.
If the Sharks fail (over and over), I want the cup staying in the West. As this say "this is how the west was won!"
Expect more awesome hockey!! Both teams played really well but the better will win. I will write a new article on Bleachreport.com about tonight's game and the 2nd coming of god (Sid the Kid).
Hello; What I’m writing today…is hard and painful to write about. But I'm ready to write it. Cause I'm a writer.
Writing cause it’s going to be a tuff birthday this year. Some of you know that a friend of mine died this time last year. Well on May 25th, my brother, Erin (13) and I found Tyler and Russ. The accident had already happened and Russell was in bad shape (he was injury free). Tyler passed away.
It’s very odd to me to think back to a year ago, so much was different. I remember the drive home from Gerlach, the morning after the accident. I haven’t really shared too many details about this part of what happened to anyone just…because I wanted them to be my moments. I will never forget, 8:45 am & I’m running off 1hr sleep (I wouldn’t call it real sleep), coffee & cigarettes. I’m half having panic attacks and the other half just wants’ to be with the people I loved at the time. I driving and there’s nothing in sight but Nevada desert & rain clouds coming in the distance. At this one moment I had no cell reception, no way of communicating with the outside world at all. This moment I needed to pull over, I was starting to get really emotional. I was thinking about what just happened; Tyler died 4 hours ago. I just wanted to hold Lily & kiss her and the feelings were the same for some other person. I just wanted to be with them; at this moment I was so scared. I needed them to tell me I wasn’t gone, I didn’t lose them & they didn’t lose me. I was listening to Paramore at the time & Hallelujah just came on. This song will never leave this memory. I got out of my car on the side of the road and broke down. I started punching the side of my car….I don’t know why really. I was so scared, angry and still in shock. Than all for some reason I notice the line “this time I’m not giving up, I’m going to make this last forever”. These lyrics came out of know where and cut threw me like a hot knife.
The next 6 hours we’re spent driving, pulling over (due to not being in the perfect driving condition), just hearing the sounds, smelling the smell & replaying the events from just a few hours before.
I’m not going to begin to say I understand what happened, why this kind of person was taken so young but my brother’s friend said it best “sometimes crazy young guys die”. And that’s what happened.
I’m accepting of this a lot more today. I only hope that Tyler knows that I’m sorry for not acting, for not getting out of that bunk and maybe doing something that may have…help, eased, or simply supported him. I’m sorry Tyler; I owed the kindness and friendship you showed me in the short amount of time we spent together a lot more than that. I know you understand & I know you know the penance I bear from it. You know the chains I’m going to be feeling the most of my life.
I was never your best friend. I didn’t know you too long.
I really wish I could have been.
So on Monday May 25th, I will be raising a glass to you my friend. I hope you will be there to share it with me.
Keep you’re feet on the ground friends.
-John J Morales.
End Transmission.
The Gaslight Anthem – The 59 Sound. Just listen and you will know why this song is here.
Monday was spent in the ER. This time I had a really bad asthma attack and turns out I have acute bronchitis. The doctor said it was turning into Pneumonia. SCARY x 10!!! I haven’t had something like this happen for a VERY long time. Last time when I was 8ish?? Driving myself there sucked and was scary too!!
But I'm doing a lil better. I can breathe easer and talk again. I'm on a bunch of steroids. lol.
News on the college front. $12,000 dollars of my tuition is covered!! WOWZERS!! That’s a lot!! Now to come up with the rest…not to worried….I have a lot of scholarships to apply for.
It’s gonna happen; I’m the next Rudy.
Back to the grind.
If I die....some of you are in my will. Enjoy the thing you get fuckers. :)
Studying for GED; test is in a month. I got to make it count and score high! Excited, my pal’s Phil, Luca, Ashley, Jaimee and my brother said they are all proud of me!! Thanks guys and gals it means a lot. I’m proud of me; no male figure taught me how to be. I learned on my own. I’m new and improved.
Next are the art classes. Staring them too. EXCITED!!! Got a drafting table for my bday.
New tattoo soon, I’ll put a photo. Going to go see my brother, going to drink to a fallen friend.
This is the blog home of John Morales (AKA The Inferno). This is a place where I empty my heart, soul & mind. I don't care if you are offended, so don't be.
