Let The Dominoes Fall.

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Hello,

Start of the NHL season is today!! Fuck man….took way to long it feels like!! I’m excited for this season and all the change is for the better I think!!

I’m still plugging away at school. Ordered a new book to learn from, one of my teachers recommended it to me. Challenging but anything that’s worth something in life is challenging to obtain.

Work is work…still slow.

Moving again….soon I think. My options are as follows.

1. Nick and Nicole’s
2. A cottage my mom’s friend is renting in Berkeley (I want this one).
3. Stay at my apt.

All of these options are going to be paid for by financial aid and THANK god for that.

I’ve been really lonely lately. Don’t know why…I attribute it to the new moon and changing of the season. That’s what I think but alas….HARDEN THE FUCK UP MORALES!!

My friend Mew had her baby!! I’m very excited and happy for her. I guess there were some complications. Scared me to death truth be told. Mew’s been trough a lot in the 7 years I’ve know her and she deserves good things!! I just talked we her and things sound like they are getting better. I’m very glad to hear this.

I noticed I’m overly distant with a lot of my friends and people I love. Sadly that I feel has had a negative effect on those relationships. I will now work very hard to change and rectify them. Sometimes getting lost in my own head isn’t a good thing.

Back to crunch time.

Stay safe.

-J

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And I'm proud of me!!

Hello cyber world.

I got my GED!! WOOOOHOOOO!!! I'm happy with myself.

Some tough decisions needed to made and I made them.

I’m now a FULL time college student. Well starting December 3rd that is. A really new, wild & crazy chapter in my life is starting and I ready to face it with open arms.

I hope you are all doing well and being safe!!

- Johnny

Hayley Williams – Teenagers

Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile

8th anniversary of 9/11. Thank you to all the heroes who live, lost there lives & there families. You all have really shown what's it is to be an American & I thank you for that. You remind me that life is hard....Harden the fuck up and live it!!

To the bastards to did this. I don't forgive you but hope that you find peace....with that said doesn’t mean I don't want you dead. Cause I do. And that peace you find…I hope it’s in hell.

BTW 8 years have passed. That's 2,920 days. There hasn't been a day for every life lost on 9/11/2001.

GOD BLESS ALL THE FALLEN ON 9/11/2001!!





Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire
Time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive

But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Be strong believe

Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go the life that you know
Just to bring them down alive

And you still came back for me
You were strong and you've believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe
[radio voice]
again today,
we take into our hearts and mind
Those who perished on this site one year ago
and also,
those who came to toil in the rubble
To bring order out of chaos,
to help us make sense of Our despair

Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know
How much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change right here right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe
(background voice):Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving lives in the dark

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe
(background voice):Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day

(radio voice): The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.

Yeah fuck you too!!

I did it!! I'm on fire (alive?)!!

Howdy,

Its hard to write, I feel horrible and trying not to lose too much energy. I'm suffering from a summer cold/flu.

Last Thursday's meeting went GREAT!! I'm an official college student!! My start date is in October and I'm really excited!! A lot is going to change but it's all for the better. NO RETREATS, NO REGRETS!! I’m going to get that tattooed on my hands.

Ok next is part one of GED tonight. I’m worn out and tired but I gotta battle thru. Perseverance is the name of the game. I’m going to kick that test’s ass…sick or not sick.

I’m out people.

- Johnny Morales.

The Gaslight Anthem - I'm on fire (live)

Clear eyes, full hearts, CAN’T LOSE!!

Today is my final meeting for college; I’m officially applying to go to Ex'Pression. I have my sit down with the dean and the Admission's board this afternoon. I’m also meeting them for my scholarship, I’m going to get it and my schooling will be covered!! Not too bad for a high school drop out, don’t you think?

Next week is the GED test and I will kick its fracking ass!! I have been hitting the books hard! So watch out!!

To my friends reading (if anyone ever dose); you have all supported me so MUCH over the past year and I’m SOOO grateful for you all!! It’s good to know my true friends from the snakes in the grass. You all know I hate snakes and would rather choose spending my life alone than surround myself with fakes. I’ve spent too much of my life over the past 3 years with the fakes, I’m done. You are my family and I love you all. From the bottom of my heart, Thank you and I will not let any of you down. I will not let myself down.

RED FUCKING DRAGONS!!

I’m college bound fuckers!!!

-John Morales

RED DRAGON!

this is going to be a BIG week for my future. All I got to say is HELLO FUTURE ME!!!