Today I feel horrible about everything.
Had my first panic attack in a long time, I also haven’t taken my meds in a few days. Ran out & can’t afford to get refills. Shit I can’t afford anything right now. Rent, Daycare, living, anything. I can’t even afford to go to the doctor to get me knee, jaw & ear fixed.
I’m so beyond fucked but it’s my fault. I bit off more than I can chew & have no one to turn to for help. I’m too embarrassed to talk to anyone, to ask advice...anything.
I simply don’t know what to do.
I just want to crawl in a hole & die. That’s it.
Never to be seen again.
Have a good fracking afternoon John.
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