Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

I feel pretty god damn good lately. Nothing to complain about really.

Good new is I got my new apartment!! FUCK YEAH!!! Time to turn in the 30 day notice & start moving shit!! I’m so ready to get the fuck out of my old place and into the new one!! I’m super excited. I also got a new car. Well….not new but new to me. Thanks Mew for the help!! Been spending time with Scott & Jill. She’s a super fun chick. Lucky bastard!! Been good thou, getting my swagger back. Fuck the past, time to show em all what having the inferno is all about. Fuck whoever/whatever gets in my way. You will be out of it; I’ll make sure of that.

Being true to my moniker, living with this intensity is a blessing and curse. But its time for some good. I’m ready life;

I’ve learned a few things.

I do not need to lie to myself to make it thru a day. I’m stronger than you, stronger than most people around, maybe not in body but heart & mind.

I got you beat.

Let’s see what else?? I have a knee injury that won’t seem to heal. I’m going to have an x ray done. I need to see what the damage is & how to rehab it.

Ummm….what else. Heroes, Friday Night Lights & Battlestart have been badass!! I really enjoy all 3 of them right now. I also just started watching Dead like Me. God damn is this show great!!! I love it.

Big game for the Sharks against Boston tonight, I’m looking forward to watching it. Go team teal!!!

Peace you sick twisted freaks.

-j

Take it away Hova.

This is a personal statement song. Yes it’s like that thank you very much, FUCK YOU very much.



Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I'm in a cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you try to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...