the soul, the screen, the smoke in between.

Sorry for the lack of communication.

I have been busy.

I’ve been moving into the new place. I stayed there all weekend. It’s sweet!!

It really feels like home there & I’m really enjoying it!!

Umm had to have work done on the car. Cost more than I thought sucks but what can you do right??

For Valentines Day, I did two things worthy of note.

1. I took my valentine Lily to go see Coraline. She loved it times 1000000 and I did too. It’s a cute movie!! This weekend we’re going ice skating. She’s a cutie and deserves to have a lot of fun.

2. I threw away a lot of pictures, notes, letters, cards, toys, books, and some champagne flutes. Anything that is a reminder of Michelle & I, I got rid of. The ring is now at the bottom of the river. I thought it deserved to rest somewhere beautiful. It’s a new time in my life. I don’t need to be held back & all the negative energies are not welcome in my new home. Plus Nick told me to stop being a pussy.....so I took his advice.

What’s next?? Ummm Mario is a piece of shit. He’s a petty, chicken shit smuck.

Next.

I really like my neighbors!! They are the coolest people. Last night Phil & Luca got me to join World of Warcraft!! It’s SOOOO much fun!! It’s cool because Tommy, Phil, Luca & I party up & play. Also, Ashley joined WOW too!! Hella funny!!

I should be done with a new song soon. I have a little writers block but I’ll figure it out.

Now….Enjoy The Twilight Singers – Bonnie Bare. This song was played really loud on repeat Saturday. It made the mood just right!! Like Coach Taylor says…..

…Clear Eyes, Full Hearts. Can’t loose.

Later friends.

-J



there was a rapture, so i can never see you anymore
nightmares believable, walking into sweet oblivion
i'm not saying it's easy, to feel it all nor not at all
when somebody say, lay down your gun
and when you lay it down, get ready to run

situation dire, it's gone away, it's not going away
since you're wasting time again, my friend
on bonnie brae, on bonnie brae

if she's your master, then get down on your knees and beg for more
i'm not saying it's easier, to live your life like her little whore

'cuz when you play with fire, take your fate, it's not going away
situation dire, on bonnie brae
on bonnie brae, on bonnie brae

the soul, the screen, the smoke in between
the rise, the fall, the thrill of...
the first, the last, the sins of the past
the burn, the fade, the skin that you've flayed
come see, the sun, kill everyone
but me, i'm free indubitably