Friday, January 2, 2009

This one's for me.

Hello.

I'm trying to decide if I should get a new tattoo. I have the idea and the spot for it. See that's the problem. The spot. I want it on my neck. I will most likely do it anyway. Fuck it right? You only live once, RED DRAGONS!!! LOL.

I want 3 Ravens flying & weaving in between the ravens; there's a banner that reads "Fly Hard. Fly True". A little motivation/reminder piece. Too let me know to stay on track. I've wanted one there for a long time. Now I think it's time to make it happen.

Nick say's he will hold my hand when I got to get it lazered off. LOL. Dick head. He most likely will be there. LOL.

Nicole says I'm a big dreamer. I wonder what that means. "Big Dreamer'. Hmmmmm...interesting. I love having her around. She helps me a lot, most of the time she doesn't even know it. It means a lot knowing who/what true friends are. That's not a knock on anyone else. Don't take it that way. I'm just saying; these people will be apart of my life for a long time, I can tell. She and I are going to start running every morning. Even when I'm a hung over mess. (Side note: That's been a lot lately....change that).

Still trying to decide if I want to move or not. Part of me want's to stay with Nick & Nicole. Cause I love them & I love Mag. He's like my son. I don't think I can stand losing another "honorary son". I love these kid's too much. The Jimmy Eat World line comes to mind:

"I fall asleep with my friends around me,
The only place I know I feel safe;
I'm gonna call this home".

The other part of me wants to go....live in the east bay. Hmmm....more sleeping on it will help. The Rancid line comes to mind:

"Reconcile to the relief
consumed in sacred ground for me
there wasn't always a place to go
but there was always an urgent need to belong

all these bands and
all these people
all these friends and
we were equals but
what you gonna do
when everybody goes on without you?"

I will wait & see.

Take care. This song is from the other night. I just love it SOOOOOOOO God damn much. I can't stop bumping it. This time it's the live version.

Enjoy you sick twisted freak.

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