Not without a fight!

This weekend was a VERY good weekend!!

Relaxing & calm.

I’m still adjusting to being a weekend Dad….I don’t really like it at al BUT I’m making the best of it. Lily, Phil & I went for ice cream on Saturday. She’s ate a WHOLE cup of ice cream. I was surprised cause she normally only has part of it……BUT she really wanted ice cream all day.

All weekend my two favorite Lifestyle Enthusiasts (Phil & Luca) hung out a lot. Also saw Ashley & Tommie. Love them two peeps.

Saturday I talked to a long lost friend. It’s been YEARS when we talked last. It was REALLY cool to talk to her. Hopefully we can get together & catch up. I have some many fond memories of the random, crazy adventures we would go on. She was always a wild one. It’s funny how life brings people in & out of your life so quickly. Sometimes I don’t understand it but I wont fight it anymore…..It was Grouch who said “Life is more than twice as hard when your fighting the flow. & I can go toe to toe with the man in the mirror but I rather work threw the pain & land in the clear.”

Respect it fuckers.

Going to finish the move today…..KIND of scary still but I’m ready to put that place & everything that was there in the past. Sometime’s when I go into my old room; I feel like screaming “pack your shit & leave, take my memories of her FUCKING with you!!” Oven & over. I was thinking to myself yesterday about how hard it is to leave all those great things behind, to make your own new memories. It’s SOOO exciting to be able to have this time in my life. Yes, it’s scary but I’m happy. I’m ok. Recently I was called a “coward” well those word’s weren’t used but I know what was meant. I’m not a coward. I may be a lot of things but a coward is not one of them. I don’t “run” from situations, I do what is best for me & Lily. That’s all. I step up to the plate & I may strike out but at least I’m honest with myself & everyone around me.

I’m a real man…..so fuck you. 

RED DRAGONS!!!

-j

Peep the new NFG album!! Hella good!!!

New Found Glory - Such A Mess



It's too far back now
To remember just how much you played
A role in causing confusion in my brain
My nerves are tied announce my mind is (?)

Running with the seconds
Recollections of the past
Make me such a mess (such a mess)
I need to pull my self together and let it out
Pull my self together and let it out
Pull my self together and let it out

It's too far back now
To remember just how much you
Took control of the situation
In the first place, everything seemed fine
You followed right along

Losing face with the hours
Photographs of our best moments make me such a mess (such a mess)
I need to pull my self together and let it out

Pull my self together and let it out
Pull my self together and let it out
Pull my self together and let it out
Pull my self together and let it out

It was another night
I'm sinking deeper and I'm out of time
I can't erase you from my mind
(I can't erase you from my mind!)

It was another night
I'm sinking deeper and I'm out of time
(I can't erase you from my mind!)

Oh let it out
Pull my self together and let it out
I've gotta pull my self together